GrandMa,… I miss you..!!

Grandma.. I miss you...!!!


I strongly feel you beside me some days.   Sometimes my mind wonders, searching for your wise words.. searching for your smile, your voice….

 You were a precious gift from God above,
so much patience, endurance, grace and love.
You touched our hearts in so many ways,
your smile, so bright even on the bad days. Your home was a place for the most.
You heard God’s whisper calling you home,
you didn’t want to go and leave us alone. Always bothering if we shall get things right
You loved us so much, you held on tight to life,
till all the strength was gone and you could no longer fight… the pains..
The Almighty had called your name many a times before,
you knew you couldn’t make him wait anymore. ´Holding on your rosary tight you prayed your last prayers..
So you gave your hand to God and slowly drifted away,
knowing that with our love we will be together again someday…

I miss you so badly, If I knew it would be the last time that I see you smile,  hear you talk, take your hand….  huuuh.. Grandma (mami…..)

I would video tape each action     and word, those recipes.. so I could play them back day after  day.

 I could have spared an extra minute to …. stop and say “I LOVE YOU,”

instead of assuming you would  KNOW I DO… 

Your grandchildren never had the chance to adore and know you. I showed pictures of you, told them about you.
Oh how I wish you knew how nothing in my life will ever be the same
But I am giving my best, just like you did alone after grandpa died. You once said, nothing should ever slow down or stop my future
Grandma, how I wish you knew how long this poem could go on…..
so much I MISS YOU…

 (deep breath, sigh…) 



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THE ACT…. Romance


Music playing in the air, the phones rings, in a deep voice he says, can you let me in… “Oh..!!!!, you are, here.., already ?????  “hold on,  a minute, pleeezzzee…!”… I went to the door, took a few steps to let him in, he leaned against the door, my head head tilted back, one hand pressed against my chest. My eyes were almost closed, as my lips slightly open as if I was out of breath. Jezzzzz…!!!! He reached out towards me, and in an instant we were in each other’s arms..

With one arm around me, he tried to undress me, that was done very clumsily, I made an attempt  to help, as my leader coat slip on the floor. My numerous bottons, actually defeated him, (trust us women and our complicated dresses Smile,) .. he finally fumbled as I slipped out freeing myself from my dress and his grip. He pushed me frantically back toward the bed and stripped off his own clothes with his free hand. None of us made any sound. I did not even attempt to open my eyes to look at him.. but I clung to him more tightly than ever, as in fear of falling. I took his face between my hands as he kissed my neck and my eyes.  I lay passive as he clawed off the last of his clothes. Keeping himself under control he unbuttoned me more easily now..

Guess what?.. He had waited so long to see my naked body, now at last, he gazed at it.. He then eased my legs apart the lips of my vulva opened up to his eyes like two long petals, converging into the whorl of my clit… Damn, he was sweating profusely as excited as a boy during his first sexual experience… (Oh Lord..) His hands began to wonder all over me, touching lightly and carefully. He held me so tight and close to him.. He grasp my right nipple in his mouth, while letting his free hand explore the rest of my body… From my waist to my stomach, hips and legs.  (feels like heaven, lol…) As his hands moved to touch my clit, I moaned and I found that I was warm and wet. In a wild ecstasy of delight, he kissed me full on my mouth.

Then… he lay back to calm himself, I slowly caressed his tommy, while placing soft passionate kisses.. soft biting his neck, shoulder, back, tommy, tights. Finally I caress his penis, a drop, fluid swelled on its tip.. He pulled me on him and reached for me….. Suddenly he stifled a cry, pressed down on me and  ejaculated uncontrollably.

Then he says in a soft voice, I’m so so sorry, he said foolishly as he wiped my tights with soft tissue paper.. “It’s been such a long time since i…. since I …. Trust me, to me those words were anything but tactful… I made no reply.  But we cradled our hands as we lay side by side, smiling at each other with great satisfaction….!






Relationship…. “The man and the woman thing”













…A woman would be much better off if she could distinguish the difference between a man that flatters her and a man that compliments her.  A man that spends money on her and a man that invests in her. A man that views her as property and a man that views her properly. A man that lusts after her and a man that loves her. A man that believes he is God’s gift to women and a man that REMEMBERS a woman was God’s gift to man..!

Blessed Love… !

Here am I WORLD…

Here am I WORLD

Hi world, it’s me your girl
When I came into this world I had hopes and dreams
I hoped for happiness, acceptance and understanding
I hoped for peace, warmth and stability
I hoped you would hold my hand direct me as I grew up…
Oh pain!  There’s something you should know,
Halt now, surrender, and listen to what I say,
Every time you hurt, I only thrive and grow

I’m sitting here in my hiding place, i know I’m not alone.
I feel your  presence Oh Lord,  guiding me, taking me along.
In my struggles I grow stronger.. I grow wiser
I will never give up the fight…

ATTITUDE, COMMENTS, when they want to breakup…

I  had this discussion with loads of other people, and this is what Icame up with..

ATTITUDES, COMMENTS, when they want to breakup…

They show you with all sorts of attitudes and comments that they don’t really care if you’re around or about you for that matter, but don’t actually break up with you. And even act offended or sad ’cause they say they think you don’t love them anymore, but with no real basis for saying this..!

They want you to dump them so they can feel guilt free.  Then they feel justified dating your friends (it may be some one else)afterwards

It may also happen that, because they are:
1. Extremely selfish – they want the security of having you even though they know they don’t feel about you as they should.
2.  They are afraid of being alone.
3.  They are cowards

4. They just want sex

***Sometimes it may happen that….. Whenever a person gives mixed messages  it is usually not because they necessarily want to break up just yet, they are showing they are disappointed and unhappy and this has brought resentment into the picture. If you want to save this relationship you will need to really take off the blinders and try to listen to your love one’s heart, listen to what is really being said to you. Some things come out all wrong, when in reality it could be there are unresolved hurt feelings.

What ever the case, if you do not feel it coming, comfortable, it is not a two-way thing, LET IT GO.. (our instinct never fail us..) well I think they do not..

But remember we all got issues to deal with, they may be going through theirs

Hopefully this helped. Nobody needs to be treated badly in a relationship, be kind enough to let others know what you really think… May hurt at the beginning but then they know…

I believe in Love, peace and harmony…


I believe in love peace and harmony

I wish to know, if there was freedom, tell me why everybody wants to fight. I guess because they are a long way from paradise.

Now, no matter what you do it some how comes back to you. You give a bit of love,

it will come back to you.   Give pains, mock, laugh at someone, plot at someone. With time it will come back to you, or to your future, future generations. We are setting more miseries on this beautiful planet.  We forgot about our identity. Setting waves of negativity over the whole place.

I know you got your reasons why you did that, but some reasons ain’t right, give a little thought about it, cool down and set your target. One which is fruitful.

Now, take your time, give a little love, care, and you will see,  you will for sure make a soul happy, and you shall glow in return. It is some kind of booster for the soul

I believe in Peace and Harmony. I believe in Love. I trust only love can set you/us free!  I want and wish you to believe in LOVE as I do..!!!l

OnE LoVe.. PeAce..