Life is a Beast

One second you were here, next moment you are gone. 

On a sunny and hot afternoon news was brought to me that you are gone.  Took me a while to realize, felt like I  received a punched on my stomach. Confused, disorientated,  bewildered,  I burst out crying. At first it felt like my heart was bursting out, and then I was gasping for air. Why? I asked … gazing into nowhere  trying to see something, as i try to get answers. 

Your term here on earth is  served and terminated.  Life comes with no manuals. Permit me to say this, You did a great job. You will be forever missed. But never forgotten.  Life is a beast.

If only our dreams had a map. 

I am not an expert in relationships but… I thought… 

I am a dreamer, but also an achiever. I think some where in our deeps dreams, we dream of that ultimate  person, that wondrous companion that becomes your best friend as well as your lover. If only your dreams had a map and some instructions on how to get to that person, how nice and easy things would be. But I like to think that the more difficult the experience will be.  Patience is virtue,  as they say. I have gone through my ups and my downs, I think it was all necessary to shape me into the woman I am today. Let’s look at the truth here,  a woman or a nan who has never been heart broken,  or who had never screwed up a relationship or even a moment,  how can these people seriously  know how to appreciate a significant or even that truly special someone? How do they know what appreciating a good person is? We require experience only so we can perfectly adjust to that special someone. 

I think most people wish for someone considerable,  someone who can share their inners elf,  go an extra mile together,  can debate, humorous, romantic, witty, someone who appreciates,  may not have the same hobby but tolerance, great sense of love, trust, respect, passion,  friendship. 

I know most are testing their luck, but if you are too damp picky, stupid, you may sink down the road too oldness and loneliness. And you may not!!!!!! 

A base to a great friendship is a good chemistry, and tendency to reach out to experiment your personality! !

Let’s hope each one have had a taste of true love before we die. 

One love. Peace. 


 Fly my butterfly fly..
I do not know how long you have around here.  I hear you do not have much time. So I plan not be in your way. I want you to go out in the world and spread your wings.  Fly!!!!  Land on every beautiful flower. .. flatter to the next. See how graceful, colorful  you look. See how the plants are happy to see you today. 

If you fly back to me, I ll know that,  I have been blessed one more time again. If not I hope you are well where ever you fly to. 

May every flower receive you with endless love. May they see in you the things I see in you, so that you can enjoy the little time you have here. 

Fly my butterfly fly.. spread your colorful wings and fly. Peace!  

The little sling bag 

She comes in with a sling bag hanging beside her belly . She takes a sit right across of me as she struggles to position her bag while getting sitted. 

It does not seem to be one of those fancy bags we women carry with our life savers  (lipstick, face powder,  tampons, hair spray,mouthspray, perfume, hand cream etc … ) 

She gives me a stiff  smile while  trying to get use to  her new environment. She seems okay for a moment, and then I realised she kept on adjusting her bag each time  she needs to  drink,  eat and even to be comfortable.  

I watched this beautiful woman for a while, wondering why she always consults her bag for every action she does and none of those things I mentioned above came out. 

….Then I realised that, that, little sling bag  was her LIFE SAVER. It carried a little  Device / mechanism   which was helping her to be a life.  

For a moment..I thought… Wow ..This LIFE ❤… 

 We all have our little sling bags to carry. 

One Love. Peace!