Burning Desires. ..my thoughts 

Between the lines are our thoughts,
i reread them before i repose .
I dream of vigils that we lovers keep,
while all night long, I waking sign your name.
The tender sound does every nerve inflame.
Imagination shows me all your charms.
So adorable is your sparkling eye.

Love could you see my heart,
How fond, how true, how free from fraudful to explain
The eager wish, which through my very blood and soul I feel,
Which you cannot believe nor I reveal,
Which every metaphor must render less
And yet which I could well express
between sheets while we merge.
As our souls reach out as we endulge.

Maureen Lermer  24.04.17

Passionate wishful Desires for 2

As months turns into weeks, days, hours, minutes… seconds…. Finally!!

I have been waiting for this moment…
Here we are, staring at each other, eyes deep planted into our souls.
You want me just as much as I want you…. let’s stop fooling around.

Take me in your arms….kiss me all over… play love games on my body, bring out what’s been in me for far too long.
Damn! We know..  that’s all we keep dreaming and longing for.

Let’s work ourselves like we’ve never done before.. till we just can’t take no more and melt into each other’s magic.
I want you now.. and i know you want me too. Let’s wait no more…..

Here we are looking for a reason …. for us to anticipate
For a love like ours is never out of season. Please… stop teasing me!
Let’s pamper ourselves. We both know no other can love us, the way we do.
We are natures best gift to each other☯️💝

9.01.2017 @Maureen Lermer

Milika is 10 

She was thae most beautiful girl in the room today. With her immaculate white dress. She says. ‘

I was sad leaving Afghanistan,  leaving behind everything,  I never knew we will find solace love and care in Germany, Mering’. 

My family!!!!  She says.. she meant her new home, the Asylee helpers of Mering and other loving people, taking care of them/ her. 

What a happy and grateful child. 

What ever, future holds for you,  may you have the courage to face it with love and respect. 

Yours Maureen. ..One love. 

My Burdens

I have a burden to carry, that burden is my MIND. I have  a burden to carry, that burden is my  Heart. I have a burden to carry, that burden is my SOUL.  I have a burden to  carry , that burden is my BODY. 

I have a will to make, a  will to help me carry my Burdens a step, a day, at a time.  I wish to be the person I was made to be, who is passionate  about things, the zeal to dare and the Determination to get through, despite my Burdens! !

Photographer and Artists : Aimay Menoba  (France-Angers )

If only our dreams had a map. 

I am not an expert in relationships but… I thought… 

I am a dreamer, but also an achiever. I think some where in our deeps dreams, we dream of that ultimate  person, that wondrous companion that becomes your best friend as well as your lover. If only your dreams had a map and some instructions on how to get to that person, how nice and easy things would be. But I like to think that the more difficult the experience will be.  Patience is virtue,  as they say. I have gone through my ups and my downs, I think it was all necessary to shape me into the woman I am today. Let’s look at the truth here,  a woman or a nan who has never been heart broken,  or who had never screwed up a relationship or even a moment,  how can these people seriously  know how to appreciate a significant or even that truly special someone? How do they know what appreciating a good person is? We require experience only so we can perfectly adjust to that special someone. 

I think most people wish for someone considerable,  someone who can share their inners elf,  go an extra mile together,  can debate, humorous, romantic, witty, someone who appreciates,  may not have the same hobby but tolerance, great sense of love, trust, respect, passion,  friendship. 

I know most are testing their luck, but if you are too damp picky, stupid, you may sink down the road too oldness and loneliness. And you may not!!!!!! 

A base to a great friendship is a good chemistry, and tendency to reach out to experiment your personality! !

Let’s hope each one have had a taste of true love before we die. 

One love. Peace. 

Butterfly…

 Fly my butterfly fly..
I do not know how long you have around here.  I hear you do not have much time. So I plan not be in your way. I want you to go out in the world and spread your wings.  Fly!!!!  Land on every beautiful flower. .. flatter to the next. See how graceful, colorful  you look. See how the plants are happy to see you today. 

If you fly back to me, I ll know that,  I have been blessed one more time again. If not I hope you are well where ever you fly to. 

May every flower receive you with endless love. May they see in you the things I see in you, so that you can enjoy the little time you have here. 

Fly my butterfly fly.. spread your colorful wings and fly. 

One..love. Peace!  

The little sling bag 

She comes in with a sling bag hanging beside her belly . She takes a sit right across of me as she struggles to position her bag while getting sitted. 

It does not seem to be one of those fancy bags we women carry with our life savers  (lipstick, face powder,  tampons, hair spray,mouthspray, perfume, hand cream etc … ) 

She gives me a stiff  smile while  trying to get use to  her new environment. She seems okay for a moment, and then I realised she kept on adjusting her bag each time  she needs to  drink,  eat and even to be comfortable.  

I watched this beautiful woman for a while, wondering why she always consults her bag for every action she does and none of those things I mentioned above came out. 

….Then I realised that, that, little sling bag  was her LIFE SAVER. It carried a little  Device / mechanism   which was helping her to be a life.  

For a moment..I thought… Wow ..This LIFE ❤… 

 We all have our little sling bags to carry. 

One Love. Peace!

As I began to love myself by Charlie Chaplin

With the ups and downs in life we are sometimes turn between who we are and what we are. Loving oneself is a challenge but when you do, it can bring about true healing and transformation. This poem truelly did inspired me. Charlie Chaplin, on his 70th birthday wrote this poem. Hopefully this poem helps you to begin to love yourself.

As I began to love myself I found that anguish and emotional suffering
are only warning signs that I was living against my own truth.
Today, I know, this is “AUTHENTICITY”.

As I began to love myself I understood how much it can offend somebody
As I try to force my desires on this person, even though I knew the time
was not right and the person was not ready for it, and even though this
person was me. Today I call it “RESPECT”.

As I began to love myself I stopped craving for a different life,
and I could see that everything that surrounded me was inviting me to grow. Today I call it “MATURITY”.

As I began to love myself I understood that at any circumstance,
I am in the right place at the right time, and everything happens
at the exactly right moment. So I could be calm.
Today I call it “SELF-CONFIDENCE”.

As I began to love myself I quit steeling my own time,
and I stopped designing huge projects for the future.
Today, I only do what brings me joy and happiness, things I love to do
and that make my heart cheer, and I do them in my own way and in
my own rhythm. Today I call it “SIMPLICITY”.

As I began to love myself I freed myself of anything that is no good for
my health – food, people, things, situations, and everything that drew
me down and away from myself. At first I called this attitude
a healthy egoism. Today I know it is “LOVE OF ONESELF”.

As I began to love myself I quit trying to always be right, and ever since
I was wrong less of the time. Today I discovered that is “MODESTY”.

As I began to love myself I refused to go on living in the past and worry
about the future. Now, I only live for the moment, where EVERYTHING
is happening. Today I live each day, day by day, and I call it “FULFILLMENT”.

As I began to love myself I recognized that my mind can disturb me
and it can make me sick. But As I connected it to my heart, my
mind became a valuable ally. Today I call this
connection “WISDOM OF THE HEART”.

We no longer need to fear arguments, confrontations or any kind of problems with ourselves or others. Even stars collide, and out of their crashing new worlds are born. Today I know THAT IS “LIFE”!

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Each day gives me a reason to celebrate life to know myself and to love myself.

One love. Peace!

22.07.2016 Mering

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Our Thoughts…

Our thoughts, influences our being. Our thoughts are the real bullets, bombs, you name it!!!!

……..Real battels beginns in our minds and not on the battle fields.

What we see out there, are the distructive thoughts of what we think. It posses power, ego over certain people, place, time and environment The will to manipulate who ever and what ever comes our way

What we see, feel, hear, going on, are our thoughts transfered onto a real battle field. Now,we are left to pay the price, on goods we never ordered.

Please, lets think … before we sentence someone to death, with our beastly thoughts.

#influence #negetiveness #race #class #range, #anger #fear… I may not change it, and you probably not!  But i know that we are smart enough to use them wisely.

By Maureen Lermer

 

Trial of fire…

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I thought about us, while craving for our silly plays and your magic touches. I closed my eyes,  needing rest, yet I thougt of you even more, my desires won out.

I was shaking, blood rushing to my head, from my desires for you, needing your touch, your teasing. I could feel your breath, taste your lips. Deep in my thoughts I was lost for a minute.

Lawdy.. I was only dreaming while awake, recalling images of us, of our fingers exploring our secret  hidden places only you and i know they exist. Lusting for your passionate kisses, pressing gentle against me.

This passionate night fled, leaving a trail of fire. without a visible trace, and still I thought about us.

R.S

08,02, 2016