To be made real be blended in…

Falling to new lows, entering into places

I did not want to go but endure…

I cannot act my age, but I can live my age

So happy of the knowledge gained through my journey

Reaching out to others to lend a hand and vise versa..

Learning to find a home in myself.. and being totally with my total being. A battle I will not choose to loose.. Why on earth should I? When such sweet notes, such amazing melodies, the steps! oh… and my dance has just begun..

For the first time I lay back observing the sky.. like in my early childhood.. lost in space and time.. To become, acceptable to me.. I have walked among the living and death.. So much death among so much living..

But that won’t stop the river flowing.. so i take upon this journey as i learn the roles of the river…

My journey has just begun.

“If you want to be free get to know your real self. It has no form, no appearance, No root, no basic, no abode, But it’s function cannot be located. Therefore, when you look for it, when you seek it, You turn away from it all the more. -Linji