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A Jouney to myself.. 

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To be made real be blended in…

Falling to new lows, entering into places

I did not want to go but endure…

I cannot act my age, but I can live my age

So happy of the knowledge gained through my journey

Reaching out to others to lend a hand and vise versa.. 

Learning to find a home in myself.. and being totally with my total being. A battle I will not choose to loose.. Why on earth should I? When such sweet notes, such amazing melodies, the steps! oh… and my dance has just begun.. 

For the first time I lay back observing the sky.. like in my early childhood.. lost in space  and time.. To become, acceptable to me.. I have walked among the living and death.. So much death among so much living.. 

But that won’t stop the river flowing.. so i take upon this journey as i learn the roles of the river… 

My journey has just begun. 

“If you want to be free get to know your real self. It has no form, no appearance, No root, no basic, no abode, But it’s function cannot be located. Therefore, when you look for it, when you seek it, You turn away from it all the more.  -Linji

Maureen Lermer 24/10/2017 

The magic of Sunset

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As we watch the day come to rest
we witness the sunset at it’s best
Looks like it’s on fire as the waves comes to life.
Colouring orange the nature he saves
it’s a sign of pure ancient magnificent perfection.

This is the only time of day when the sunset reminds us that there is more to life than just pain, sadness and the anxieties of the days are forgotten and peace finds us, giving us a temporary sanctuary.
We witness the burning sun prepare to take leave, as we find refuge into each others arms as we perceive

Slowly comes the night .
A moment of glory as our souls set out to match the colours of the sunset, which represents our being.

“This was the first time I ever expirenced an intimate romantic moment watching the sunsets at the beach. Awesome !!
We were on vaccation at Sunset Beach in Michigan.”
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08.2017

Infinity ♾

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In our place of refuge
It was just about us being free.
Free from our mysterious doubts
A place where you and I find peace.
A place where we are holders of our hearts
setting of our dreams
It is my little  infinity and your  little infinity

This infinity is one we can endlessly visit.
why would i want to be realistic when i have this wonderful infinity to comfort me when things aren’t right

Our infinity, holds our heart
Our dreams take place here
it is our very own

♾2 

Maureen Lermer 7.2017

Get Well.. Be fit again

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When you are so sick,
it gives me quite a fright,
So please, let your illness be ended

when you are ill,
our sun goes under a cloud.
Your presence in our lives
is such a bright joy.

Then, when you are not feeling well,
we feel the lack
of your glowing energy
and your contagious vitality.

You being so sick
makes us feel incomplete,
Just like a jigsaw puzzle
with a missing piece.

Hope you’ll soon be feeling fine
The way you were before
Because things just won’t be the same
Until you’re well once more.

Dedicated to the sick but most of all to my Sick son Franz.
Mami loves you so much.

Merging Of Souls

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You burnt my soul in various ways, as my mind and body fully belongs to you.. 

It took only one kiss to break the ice.. As we went to the next level of introducing our souls to each other.

History was written anew. As mind, body and soul reaches for themselves to merge and never to part again. 

As they sign their vows on a stary night, only the universe was there to witness their ceremony.

By Maureen Lermer 

1.7.2017